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I am really believing more and more that the path I have taken in the past month was a path that I was meant to lead. Everything that has happened has led me to SH. That man is unbelievable. Absolutely incredible, and I wish he was here a little bit longer. Alas, he is on a flight back to San Diego.

We crossed paths at Rebel Friday night, as I was dancing the night away. There he was in a cute bear costume with an afro and sunglasses. He decided to come out because he knew that Disorient was a part of the Burning Man scene, and he was a Burner. I came out because I needed to dance and just go a little crazy. I had gone up to dance on stage, and all of a sudden there are a whole bunch of guys who wanted to be around me. But it was SH who caught my eye. He started dancing with me, and next thing you know, he had me pinned against a bar and we could barely keep our hands off each other. He had his hands in my hair, pulling my head back with that roughness that I like. It was like he knew what I wanted without even saying it. Director was worried that I was impaired and that he was taking advantage, but he definitely wasn't. Everything he did, I wanted. He has such amazing lips. I loved kissing him. We definitely wanted to see each other again. We didn't want that to be it, especially with the way we were teasing each other.

Last night was sheer bliss. Such an amazing night with him. We met up by Times Square, and then decided to skip the parade to go back to his hotel room. It was absolutely mind blowing. He was amazing. Just so beautiful. I loved feeling him on top of me, under me, inside me... I loved feeling his sweat on me, his hands in my hair, his lips on me, his mark on me. Every second of it was fantastic. I must be using every single adjective under the sun to describe it, but that's how it was. And he's so adorable and sweet. Some of my favorite moments were when we were just cuddling in bed, and I could feel his fingers trailing down by body or he'd brush my hair away from my face. It was such a sweet and blissful moment. At that point, I would've forgotten all about the Danger party and just stayed the night. Then of course, I'm getting ready, putting my hair back into place, getting lipstick on, then next thing you know SH and I are kissing each other again. Lipstick back on, kissing again. And repeat a few more times. At that point, I ix-nayed the lipstick because it just wound up on his lips. My lips are still sensitive from kissing him.

I hope he thinks about me from time to time. I hope that I'll be able to see him again the next time he's in New York or if I ever travel to San Diego.