I had one of my students do a Rune reading for me, and it was on a whole very positive and very in-depth about what has been going on in my life. One of the things that is especially true is that there's some sort of blockage that keeps me from moving forward. What that blockage is, I'm not sure. However, there is something that I do need to come to terms with myself. Unfortunately, I won't be able to tell him this, but whatever.
The reason why I broke up with M three years ago was because of the fact that I don't find him sexually attractive at all. I looked back to when I was with him and he would kiss me at Port Authority while waiting for the bus to take him home. All I wanted to do was push him off of me, and go home. There was just nothing there. I thought about the prospect of sleeping with him, and I didn't have a good feeling about it. That was just the way it was. Yes, he liked the same things I did, but if there's no passion there, what's the point? Why pretend to be into something that I'm not? It was better to have ended things than to make myself unhappy by staying.
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