Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Stupid, Stupid, Stupid...

I let my neurotic-ism get the better of me, and I did something so crazy and off the wall that I can't believe I actually went through with it. I wanted to find out more about SH, so I did it... All I really wanted to find out was his full name. Don't need to know where he lives or anything like that. Just his name. Still, that doesn't make what I did okay. I can't believe I just went and did something so stupid. Talk about some self-sabotage there. The difficulty for me is that I just can't let the sleeping dogs lie. I can't just enjoy the weekend together for what it was. An amazing shooting star. Beautiful in the time that it happened, but far too brief.

I'm sorry, SH! I'm so sorry!

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