I can't help it, but I miss SH. I think about him quite a bit, mostly about the fact that I should have stayed with him that night. I think I would've been more content sleeping in his arms than trekking all the way out to Bushwick. That is my one regret of that experience. I don't know if that was the one and only time or if we'll see each other again, but I'm so happy that we gave ourselves to each other that night. I'm so happy that we had this powerful connection that we couldn't deny and that we acted on it. I do hope that I'll be able to see him again. Still, it was better to experience a brief period of bliss with him than go a lifetime without it.

I knew that there was something different when I was dancing that night. A different kind of energy was radiating through me. It was my feminine power, brought forth by Bastet. I know what K meant whenever she called me a Cat Goddess.